Remember the light and believe the light
An instant of clarity before eternal night
Don’t let me forget.
I am sad I feel that the future is hopeless and that things cannot improve I am bored and dissatisfied with everything I am a complete failure as a person I am guilty I am being punished I would like to kill myself I used to be able to cry but now I am beyond tears I have lost interest in other people I can't make decisions I can't eat I can't sleep I can't think I cannot overcome my loneliness, my fear, my disgust I am fat I cannot write I cannot love My brother is dying, my lover is dying. I am killing them both I am charging towards my death I am terrified of medication I cannot make love I cannot fuck I cannot be alone I cannot be with others My hips are too big I dislike my genitals
At 4:48
When depression visits
I shall hang myself
An instant of clarity before eternal night
Don’t let me forget.
I am sad I feel that the future is hopeless and that things cannot improve I am bored and dissatisfied with everything I am a complete failure as a person I am guilty I am being punished I would like to kill myself I used to be able to cry but now I am beyond tears I have lost interest in other people I can't make decisions I can't eat I can't sleep I can't think I cannot overcome my loneliness, my fear, my disgust I am fat I cannot write I cannot love My brother is dying, my lover is dying. I am killing them both I am charging towards my death I am terrified of medication I cannot make love I cannot fuck I cannot be alone I cannot be with others My hips are too big I dislike my genitals
At 4:48
When depression visits
I shall hang myself
To the sound of my lover's breathing.